Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.235) on January 22, 2000 at 03:24:12:
I am ashamed of myself. I came here to tell you guys about how bad I feel, How hard my day was dealing with the beast, and how depressed I've been lately. Then I read the news about Angela. That hurt alot.
I keep hoping that I actually fell asleep and this is all a dream: I'm actually in bed right now instead of at the computer. I know better. I know it is real. Why?
I'm always thinking of myself. I am always so self absorbed in my own pain and trials, it's always about me...
Now I cant stop thinking about Angela. I know she is at peace, but a million questions are nagging at me. What happened? and the big one : WHY?
I also can't stop thinking of Scott - how cold, cruel and insensitive he is. The monster he is. What role did he play in this? WHY?
I guess at this point, it doesn't really matter. She is just gone - and the world just got a little darker.
Carl Daniels