Posted by DON MCLAUGHLIN (205.188.198.39) on January 31, 2000 at 00:27:43:
today i took 2 verampamil, 1 elavil, shot imitrex up nose once, injected it in leg twice just like almost every day for the last 4 weeks .figure thats 4 more weeks of hell for me if im lucky . 1st time on this site . i got 1st cycle i was round 9 or 10.30 now(male) . only cure ive ever heard of is growing out of em . these m f ers have destroyed my faith in anything and everyone . dont want to sound like cry baby ,cause u know i do cry like a baby almost daily,but i need yous!if i was the only one with these i would have taken myself out long ago ,almost did when younger. i always fantisise shooting myself in temple with gun and leaving a note saying this is how bad it hurts.nobody but us understands me. please respond and just tell me im not alone .we dont deserve this.