Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.185) on February 06, 2000 at 13:40:40:
In Reply to: A pain worst than clusters! posted by Elaine on February 06, 2000 at 08:50:01:
I'm glad that your friend is ok. I am sorry, because I know how you feel (all too well) but I also know how your friend feels too (been there this week!)
Its hard to be strong when you feel so weak. Sometimes I wonder how much longer I can go on like this. So far - two years have passed. A year ago, I was ready to say no more. Six months ago, I was ready to say no more. Everyday I am tempted to say no more. It is more than most people will ever attempt to understand in thier lifetime - because most people do not have thier lives ripped apart by some unseen force that we affectionately call Clusters.
Take care,
Carl D