Posted by Cyndi (18.104.22.168) on February 11, 2000 at 20:41:29:
In Reply to: need help posted by wendy on February 11, 2000 at 15:37:42:
I am sorry that you are here but I will do anything to help-I am also the wife of a sufferer. He is my best friend. We have realized what our life together contains and the devil is one protion. The first thing I have to say is YES Chuck Cries. I have never seen him in a situation in 10 years that brings him to that emotional point other then the CH attacks. He cries in pain-beyond anything I can imagine-He also cries in fear. Fear that it will never stop and fear that I can't deal with this time after time-He is wrong-As the wife of a sufferer I am sure you understand that_I would take on his pain to free him if there was a drug or a prayer that made that happen. He cries in guilt-believing htat he is causing me to spend time and energy doing something I don't want to do- So untrue. I married Chuck and the Devil as I was aware(or at least I thought I was) of the personal hell he lived in. NOONE outside this group will ever have even the slighest idea of what it is like tohave a relationship that includes that 3rd outside party(the devil) but we all do and if there is anything we can do to ease your role in this play we all will. Margi is an amazing woman and I go to sleep many nights holding my sufferer gently and thanking God for Margi's support. Anything.Anytime-Just let us know.
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