Posted by Linda B (208.30.90.161) on March 17, 2000 at 20:12:52:
I have alot of sorry`s to say. So many in fact I could`nt even start to say all of you by name`s. I `m just praying you know who you are and that I mean what I say.
This year has been a very hard for me. Sadly I took it out on the people I should have been thanking.
I admit my spelling is terrible. I also admit I hurt alot of you. Which I can totally understand why you would not want anything to do are say to me. I`ll I can offer is that I`m honestly and deeply sorry for what I have said and done. If you will allow me I would like to start over. I want to help. I want to be with people that understand what I`m going through. I`m sorry my heart was so cold to those that never deserved nor needed it. I should have been fighting in your corner`s. Not fighting with you. I understand it will take time to believe what I`m saying is true. Being angry is not the way.
Angry is not the way. Sadly that was the way I went. I want so badly to change and be apart of all of you. That is if you will allow me.
Again I`M TRULY SOOOOO SORRY.
I still have hug`s for all. If you will except them.
Linda B