Posted by Jerry (184.108.40.206) on March 29, 2000 at 21:01:19:
this hell started in march 1999. it was the first time i actually had to stop working because of the pain. it was so intense that i even thought of taking my life away. damn it!! i just wanted it to stop. back then, i saw so many doctors i canīt even tell and non of them was able to help me out. fortunately, all of a sudden, in mid august, it vanished. but now itīs back and this time harder than ever. i thought it had gone forever. my family and my friends look at me so helpless. i know they are so devastated by this hell iīm living. oh my god! i wish all this ended up. the only saving grace i got is knowing that there are people out there who can understad what i am going thru. iīll get some sleep now. tomorrow will be another day...
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