Posted by Ted (152.163.207.58) on April 12, 2000 at 23:54:51:
In Reply to: Death by the beast posted by Larry on April 12, 2000 at 23:30:06:
I don't know how to bring you back. I can tell you to think of the harm you'll do with it by doing that to your family and consider their feelings. But when you're really there, you can accept that. I can tell you that the people around you will be harmed irrevocably and that they will never get over the death of someone they love. But screw others. Your dealing with your own pain. Let them deal with theirs.
I can tell you that it will all go away for you soon. But screw that. You feel it now and don't see that tomorrow where you're free again.
But if you take it all -- you are going to really screw with people if you do it AND you'll be through this all soon, it sounds pretty selfish to go there.