Posted by Riccardo (195.103.80.225) on April 19, 2000 at 05:59:03:
I have read through my files related to CH, and I have found this "thought" (cannot be a poetry, with my english) that I have written when Angela leaves us all.
I have had a pain in my heart, reading again this, but after few minutes it has helped me to feel better.
For the newcomers, Angela was (NO, is! she is still here) a sufferer that have had bad clusters and ...bad life... she died few months ago, after a life of hard trials. She was the sweetest girl I never met in my life, her feelings, her people caring, her....eyes said all this.
I post this again, hoping that may be useful for us all, and to remember our dear friend.
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A prayer for Angela
You surely have found the total relief from the cluster pain
You surely will love Katie and Jesse more than before,
and you will help Katie and Jesse more than before
You surely will help Katie and Jesse to remember you,
and you surely will accept the apologies of the man that hurted you, and forgive him.
But your soul will remain on this board forever,
For those that have seen your deep eyes, and those that have never seen.
Because you was compassionate, and helpful, and always honest
with us all, with all the people, and with you.
First, I have thought to put a graveyard stone on this board,
But we have no need of it, we have your soul here
And we have to had no regrets, no pain, no bad thoughts,
No more you could do, no more we could do.
We have loved you thru the internet love…
Oh God, we have created a new way to communicate,
We can weep for a person that’s 1000 miles far from us,
We can weep all together, in the same time but….
But how is hard to weep in front of a screen!
We can only promise to you to do the same
for the next person that will ask help
help in cluster management, help in life management.
You are not a cluster martyr, but you are surely a martyr
Of the unbelievable loss of compassion of the people near you.
Our promise is that:
no one of us will give the death himself for cluster pain,
we will fight to find a final solution for this pain till the victory
with all our souls and bodies, and any effort will be felt as so little.
And in these days we will not weep for you,
we weep for us all, that we lost your eyes
Pain free in Eternity
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