Posted by Tracy (184.108.40.206) on April 28, 2000 at 12:10:22:
for the May Bank Holiday.
I've had a pretty calm week, only the odd pain blow. Though no signs of my "down time" coming any day soon.
I don't know why this keeps flaring up like it does when I go away. Sufficed to say that I cant help thinking it may have something to do with our parents. We go to this camping thing (did the same thing last weekend), and I get so fed up with Trev's Mum saying I must get this sorted out for HIS sake (sod the fact that I'm the in pain!!) and my Mum saying that she cant stand seeing me like this and cant I do something about it or better still not go out or go camping!! (Again, sod the fact that I'm the one in pain - you'd think I go through this hell just to spite THEM!!)
Still, there's not a lot I can do about it. I've told them that I'm not letting this spoil my life. I'm certainly not becoming a hermit just to suit them (I didnt say it quite like that though, I did dress it up a bit). I told them (more politely than this) that if they didn't like seeing me in pain, etc then dont come by our van (or home)!!
Sorry, to bog you guys down with this, but I had to vent to someone!
Well, I'm getting pretty bad now, so I'll go - AND I've still got a few things to do before we leave.
Have a good weekend, whether its a holiday or not. Here's to PFD for us all......and SOON!!
Take care and God bless,
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