Posted by Carl D (22.214.171.124) on May 06, 2000 at 17:26:39:
In Reply to: Me and... posted by DJ on May 06, 2000 at 01:48:29:
I was just thinking to myself, with the way the air feels right now outside - this used to be the greatest time of year! Summer was just breaking, and there were parties everywhere. I used to love playing outdoor gigs at this time of year! I had friends galore beatin down the door to see how I was gonna spend my Saturday; was I playing out that night? Going out with my girlfriend? Another party? A night out on the landing in St Louis? Car hopping and bar hopping? Going to a show? Maybe a rave? Maybe boating till 5:00am? Skating with the bopsy girls? Toga's in U city?
Now, I am sitting here, by myself - nowhere to go and nothing to do; realizing what my head feels like without pain-meds. Shadowing, waiting for the next attack. No one calls or comes by, can't really go anywhere or do anything. Life has become a drag. I would just stay in bed, but I can't even do that - for that just invites the beast to play with me. I know what it feels like to be alone with just the pain that no one can fathom or understand.
It's amazing how much things can change in two years.
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