Posted by drummer (184.108.40.206) on June 21, 2000 at 06:49:41:
In Reply to: The only problem posted by BobG on June 21, 2000 at 06:41:17:
I don't work with clusters.
Clusters are dabilitating. I can't function with clusters. Clusters fucking hurt.
I've had clusters for 16 looooooooooong years - day after day after day after day after day.
What sucks is this:
I was cursed with a strong will to survive. I wish I wasn't. I wish I was weak. I wish I could simply put a gun to my head and pull the fucking trigger. Trust me - that is my wish. That is what I wish every time I blow out the fucking candles on my fucking Birthday cake.
Now then - I go to work because I have to. I live in a capatalist society. I need money. My family needs money.
When I get a cluster attack at work - I head for the hills. I have lost job after job after joab after job because of these cluster attacks.
I will lose this job.
When I lose this job - I will find another job.
It's that fucking strong will to survive.
You see - I can't help it.
I was born this way.
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