You just don't get it.

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Posted by drummer ( on June 21, 2000 at 06:49:41:

In Reply to: The only problem posted by BobG on June 21, 2000 at 06:41:17:

I don't work with clusters.

Clusters are dabilitating. I can't function with clusters. Clusters fucking hurt.

I've had clusters for 16 looooooooooong years - day after day after day after day after day.

What sucks is this:

I was cursed with a strong will to survive. I wish I wasn't. I wish I was weak. I wish I could simply put a gun to my head and pull the fucking trigger. Trust me - that is my wish. That is what I wish every time I blow out the fucking candles on my fucking Birthday cake.

Now then - I go to work because I have to. I live in a capatalist society. I need money. My family needs money.

When I get a cluster attack at work - I head for the hills. I have lost job after job after joab after job because of these cluster attacks.

I will lose this job.

When I lose this job - I will find another job.

It's that fucking strong will to survive.

You see - I can't help it.

I was born this way.


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