Posted by Luanne (205.188.195.34) on October 26, 2000 at 01:56:47:
No pity party please! I guess we all reach the point where we've tried it all and NOTHING works. I'm at the discouraged and exhausted point. I hate to even get out of bed most mornings (my kids make me want to get up if only for them). I've started thinking more and more lately how much better life would be for my husband and kids if I were not with them to burden them with my garbage. More often than not lately, I have tried to think out and plan a way that I could let them get on with their lives and I could watch from somewhere else. I love my family so very much and it literally breaks my heart to see the agony they experience over me. Don't ever let anyone tell you that Clusters only affect the sufferer; friends, family, co-workers, strangers even are gravely affected by these beasts!! Thanks for letting me vent - just taking one day ata time.