i am in hell

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Posted by Barry ( on November 19, 2000 at 18:10:49:


i'm typing this as i'm suffering. it's taking me a while to reach the right keys. there is a red hot poker in my eye that i can't feel to pull out. jesus christ, the agony! and the worst feeling is that the cure is in the other room and i can't take it. i'll explain.

i haven't posted in a long time. i was on Korvasc and Subcutaneous Imitrex injections and i broke my cycle for 8 whole months!!! i didn't even think about the clusters the entire time. i even had time to get a girlfriend. well, now they're back with a vengance. i haven't seen my neurologist in months either. i had to switch insurances and now i'm on some crappy HMO that doesn't allow for Imitrex and Korvasc. i gotta see a normal doctor to get a refferal to another neuro and then have him, after much expected failure, diagonse clusters. i can release my old records to him, but he's an idiot, i hear. and i'm all out of korvasc at home and i only have 8 more shots of imitrex. so i gotta conserve. suffer sometimes, when it's convenient. when is it convenient to be in excruciating pain? never.

so here i am sponging off other peoples percocet prescriptions to bide the time. and my girlfriend is freakign out when she sees me ball up in a corner and beat my head on the wall. i am in hell.


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