Posted by Jennifer (63.88.158.69) on November 21, 2000 at 07:59:25:
Last full blown cycle: 12/96-1/97. Right now I'm fine, for what it's worth. There is a slight throbbing left temple, just a reminder of what is to come. This cycle is giving me a 2 for 1 deal, the easier of the two in the late mornings. I am on prednisone and periactin, both effective to block the night but I spend my day stoned. Nearly burned the house down last week. Went to the doc and he gave me TWO days off!!! I tried telling him I've got weeks coming, he blew me off. And work just doesn't understand. Going back to doc tomorrow, maybe find a drug avail that will let me function. I don't want to cry. When I am alone, I do, I cry because I don't want this anymore. I don't want people thinking I'm making it up, or I'm exaggerating. I just want it to end. And its only day 19.