Posted by Linda Howell (209.78.170.148) on January 19, 2001 at 20:01:08:
A lot sadder and only a little bit wiser. I swear, I'll never understand human nature. This important person in my life died while I was on the road looking for a place where I can buy a house that I like. He layed out in his driveway for 10 days before anyone found him and I was called to come back up North, which I did with his daughter. I tried to help her through this and was a kind as I could be through my own tears and also headacvhes, but with-in 3 days she went to a lawyer and evicted me from the house 'd been living in since I sold my house. I am now staying with an elderly lady who needed someone to take care of her after surgery, so I have no idea of how long I will be able to stay here or to use her computer either. Let me tell you how much this sucks....IT SUCKS BIG TIME!
I'm afraid I will have to just take the first house that I see and buy it, just to have a place to live. My headaches have been even more tremendous than ever and it's so hard to be quiet in the middle of the night so as not to wake her. Also my o2 is running low and I can't leave her alone until someone releives me. I know God is making this be a learning experience for me but I can't for the life of me figure out what it is. I've never cried this much in my life. Thanks for listening.. Linda Howell