Posted by ChuckC. (63.11.212.127) on January 28, 2001 at 08:34:19:
He's still here; that bastard. I thought he'd left me but he hasn't. He's trying to hide, so I won't notice him, but I can tell he's here. I can feel him. I've thrown all I know to throw at him, and I thought I had beat him, this time, but he's still squirming. Oh, I can tolerate him right now, but I can still feel his presence. I mistakenly thought he'd taken a sabbatical but he let me know yesterday and this morning(2-3 Ks)that he was going to hang around, probably to see if I'd let my guard down. Well, I'm not! The physical pain is bad enough, but the wondering, & the anticipation is maddening. No wonder people think we're off our rockers. If the cowardly little bastard would just show himself, I could kick his ass, but he won't do that. I know he can hear me...c'mon pal, show yourself. I dare you!