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Posted by Rachel Merrick ( on January 28, 2001 at 13:53:03:

In Reply to: email still messed up posted by nancy c on January 28, 2001 at 08:13:02:

Hi, I'm alone too. At least I feel like I am.
I have a boy friend but this is the first time he's
been around me during my headaches. He's new in my
life. HC's been with me for over two decades.
Pete, my boyfriend has been with me during two bad ones
and I'm just getting warmed up. I don't think he'll
stay with me. But I can hope. After all, that's all
we've got. Hope. Where do you live? I'm in Phoenix, Az.
Anyone need a friend in Phoenix? I went to have my teeth
cleaned the day after the first attack and I had a
file full of information on my lap to look at while I
waited. The receptionist saw what I was reading and
started crying. She said her husband was just getting
over a 5 month bout and she still couldn't stop crying
I started crying with her. God help us,..
I moved far away from my family because I saw it tear
them up. Some believed but were just tired of dealing
with me. Others Just avoided me like the plague. I
love them all still but I can't deal with the pain of their
abandonment as well as the physical pain. Plus I get tired
and cranky between headaches too and I snap at the ones
that love me. I told them the doctors had found a
miracle drug for me and that I had to move on. I live
far from them and I visit them between attacks. I own a
home but who knows for how much longer. Pete want to
help, but I think our relationship is too young to
survive. Write me if you feel like it. I know how
you feel. I'm here.

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