Posted by drummer on March 27, 1999 at 20:25:28:
In Reply to: Re: the demon posted by Nancy on March 27, 1999 at 16:45:57:
I'm sorry........just venting a little.........I tried to add some humor in
my response to "demon".......Guess not enough........I've been living with
chronic cluster headaches for 15 years now.......I have a
Neurologist......I've taken Lithium, Calan SR, Depakote and right now
Neurontin for preventatives.........Been popping Ercaf like candy and
sucking oxygen untill the cows have arrived.........The Demon has changed
me a bit......I know it's not ME and it's not YOU........WE have not
requested this torture.......The fact remains that the torture is part of
US................................I hate it..........I know you do
too......................I'm married to a woman who lets me yell at her to
fetch my pills and she lets me rage..................she should kill me for
the way I act; and sometimes I wish she would but for some reason she
stays.............All I was trying to say is that when I get this
incredible, relentless pain.........I turn from Dr. Jekyl into Mr.
Hyde.............It is having such an affect on not only me and my wife
whom I make "hit the road" when I'm in pain, but also 2 other wonderful
females..........My 5 year old and my 18 month old................I guess I
was feeling a little too much self pity..............Again I
apologize............
davedrum@eznet.net