Posted by Jewels (156.46.23.82) on April 07, 2001 at 14:47:15:
I am not really sure what this page is about.
It seems to be everything from your cat to someones new job?
I may be completly wrong but I am trying.I
I am a self-mutalator, that is if you would like to put all of those tech terms wiht it.
I was just looking for some... uh.. support.
And for some advice.
Advice, on what to do about this horrible addiction.
Suicidal, what a fake word, thoughts of death prance around in my head like a drugged fairy.
This hard, very hard.
One of the hardes things that I have ever done in my life.
Trying to stop the biggest mastake of my life, that is, if death does not steal me first.
I feel naked attempting to explain this, as well as lost for words.
Oh how I wish that I could explain my emotions better.m
In hopes someone will understand or care.
I sit here as the blood flows down my leg.
with a grumble in my stomache.
And the wish for a tear down my cheeck.
I am reaching out for help... to a point.
But I have no idea where to start.
So if you care at all.
And can spare a minute of your life.
Mail me. please.
And help re-start.
Thank you with all mey heart.
And the confusion that haunts me.
Good-bye
Jewels
lives4kurtcobain@hotmail.com