Posted by Elaine (24.92.159.51) on April 21, 2001 at 10:55:21:
He guys,
It looks like a nice day out. I think I am going to go somewhere-just get out awhile. You all be nice to each other, open up your hearts and put someone in there and hold them tight. Don’t take life so serious, be happy and over look others short comings. We are so fast to look at the negative things harder than we do the positive things. We can look at the negative things so long it will bring us down. I use to always look at the positive things in people and life. I was always on top of the world. I never had time to look at the negative side of things. I am no longer on top of the world. I let the negative things in life beat me down. I let it beat me down so much I can not see any thing positive. Its cold sad and dark, and there is not one person in this world to blame but me. I let it all happen.
Don’t anyone worry about me, I am OK, I know something is wrong, I just have to figure out how to fix it .
Don’t let it happen to you guys. Look for the right things, and the world is yours. Don’t anyone else have to beat me up. I am beating myself up enough I don’t need any help there.
Thanks for the ear.