Posted by Len (188.8.131.52) on May 01, 2001 at 22:35:40:
guess my wife was on and said some things she now regrets. I dont see the post here so Im not sure what it all was about. If it was at all rude or offensive I am very sorry and so is she. She has finaly come to realize that my leaving could be best for everyone concerned. I love my wife dearly for all she has done and is. She supported me the best she could through my 12 yrs of ha's and 18 yrs of marriage. It's hard for her or anyone to understand what it is we as ch-ers go through. Some people have no support, I believe she did the best she could. We have 3 wonderful children and have survived alot of hard times togeather. 18 yrs
worth to be exact. We were kids and not ready for the family life. We started off with out a car or even a place to live, it has been a constant struggle for us and frankly I'm tired. The tension is unbarable and my wife has finaly agreed and sees things for the way they are now and not what she would like them to be.
I will truely miss my home and family but my wife and I have grown apart and it's time for me to move on.
I have met some one who makes me feel very good about myself and is a pleasure to have a headache with lol.
Not sure exactly where where it will all lead but I have a need to be with this person maybe for a short while or maybe forever, who knows. I do know that either way our time togeather will be precious and no matter what the outcome we will definately be friends for ever.
great to be back,
love you all , Len
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