Posted by Paula (152.163.213.188) on June 16, 2001 at 14:00:22:
Thank you for the e-mails girls. I have not had much time the last few days to do anything but I will write you all soon. Thank you for making it known that it was I who made myself feel out of place, not you all. How do you know how I feel if I don't say anything? I am glad you are all here, for I know the beast is but time away and I really need you all here to help me survive. You are all one of my blessings. I Have been thinking about last year around this time and how much help I recieved from everyone on this board and in E's chat room. My CH was going full forse last year at this time. What a blessing I am not now. I have stayed and tryed to support others who are hurting and have joined OUCH. What a blessing I have such a place to go to. Thank You DJ. My husband is doing better everyday. He can drive as of yesterday. What a blessing. My son has grown into a wonderful young man this year and has had a great mentor in one of his teachers. I have a wonderful blessing in both these people. My daughtor makes me happy to be alive and makes me feel like the words best mom. What a blessing she is. I am so lucky to still have my dad to selibrate Fathers day with and my mom for Mothers day. What a blessing. For all the people in chat and on this board who are my family and to those who arrive in pain or support those who in pain. What a blessing. For my puppies that lick me and sit in my lap, for my kitties that purrr in my ear to get up and let them out. What a blessing. For the upcoming convention. For who ever made these wonderful things called computers. That I have a job and food to eat. And ON and ON and ON. WOW! It has been so long since I have counted my blessings. TOOO long. I'm hoping your blessing list is as long as mine. If not feel free to take some of my blessings, for they will only double as I give them away. I count each of you as my blessings. May your day today be pain free and filled with your own special blessings. Love Paula