Posted by Carla (4.48.117.195) on June 23, 2001 at 10:24:06:
In Reply to: yes, mood swings posted by shelly on June 22, 2001 at 22:08:59:
I hope it doesnt get worse every new cycle. Thats what im sooo afraid of. Petrified even. Thats what breaks me. That every cycle will get worse. That my baby will one day not be able to stand it and will think of taking his life. I cant even type that without bawling!! I want to do everything that is neccessary to help them get less in pain and in time span. We attend church regularly, but now im going to make sure that Connor has someone to lean on and live for that I could never provide. TRUE COMFORT, that I am unable to give. I am going to drive doctors crazy with my questions and bug them for meds and help. Then I am going to make them feel bad when the cop an attitude and get aggravated. I have to fight for him now and when he gets older I hope he learns from me and God how to fight for himself.