Posted by cheryl (18.104.22.168) on July 10, 2001 at 11:30:17:
now. His nights are horrible. The attack he had at 3:30 was an altime reminder that he has clusters. The demon danced hard on him. Bless his heart I couldn't do anything but listen to him scream in the bathroom hitting the walls and cursing God and wishing he was dead. Well I know I am getting the garden growing and trying to help but I really really felt helpless last night. I know he didn't even want one touch from me. He didn't say a word but I knew. He called me when he got up this morning and told me he didn't know if he could handle many like that. He was really depressed. I told him I am getting him busy. The busier (sp) the better for him.
I am thinking of everyone and Nancy e-mail me are you okay? What happened?
I laid awake thinking from one person to the next this morning.
I am glad you are here.
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