Posted by Katherine (22.214.171.124) on July 26, 2001 at 09:08:48:
In Reply to: Hi Katherine posted by Flash on July 26, 2001 at 04:26:27:
This is an unscientific opinion:
Halucinogins feel like the Magic bullet. Even the LSD, though scary to take, gave me pain free days (still pain free) after I got over the initial skittishness of "oh my god! I took LSD!" The best part is that I no longer feel like I am in the middle of my cluster period. On Verapamil I was unable to find any side affects, but I still "knew" that I was in the middle of my cluster. I knew that drinking a beer would kick one off like a mother.
Last night I had 1/2 a beer. The first long gulp was like drinking chilled sunshine. I could smell the earth the grain was grown from swirling around in the glass, and a moment later on my tongue, dark, rich and loamy. And I just knew that it would be ok, that there would be no pain, and in fact there has not been yet.
The beast may have been driven off. I am still looking for more magic bullet to keep in reserve for just in case, but right now I feel like my life has been given back to me. Given back to me by pioneers and believers like you and Trip and Pinky and Ike.
Thank you! *Big old wet sloppy kiss*
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