Posted by DD (24.169.165.64) on August 12, 2001 at 02:13:28:
2 AM Saturday night/ Sunday morning. A 45 year old man, 6'1" , 220 lbs. eight years in the Marines and hold several belts in three styles of Martial Arts and I have tears in my eyes and I am scared to death to go to sleep. I am also scared to wake up. My cycle has been going on for about four months or so now. Don't even know exactly how long because I am so worn down mentally and physically I can't remember. Is it what you eat or don't eat? How little or how much you sleep. What body positions. Allergies, climate, time of year, stress, God I have heard them all and tried them all over a twenty year period. Imitrex works but up to 6 diluted shots a day gets very, very tiresome. Six fuckin headaches a day! Read a post a while back where a guy said it was time for his wife to hide the guns again. Thought to myself that poor guy is pretty desperate and felt real bad for him. Only thing is it made me think of my gun. Won't do it but nice to have the final say over these skull crushers if I so desire.