Posted by Rob Heckemann (184.108.40.206) on September 17, 2001 at 08:30:39:
Late august I posted a short message about being painfree for some time now and I was both happy and surprised that there where people who still knew my name..... Been away for some weeks since august, checked the board when I was back, read the reactions and decided to be here more often.
The reason I did'nt come here all that often (and when I DO come I don't post) is simple and selfish (correct spelling? Pfff, my english is getting worse), I'm afraid: When I don't have it, I don't want to be confronted with it... It does'nt help, though, not an hour goes by without realizing that somewhere the beast is waiting and can come back. I always carry my needles with me and I am getting very nervous when I forgot them, even go as far as driving home from work to pick them up. It stil rules my life and it probably wil do so forever. I discovered that this is something I cannot explain to others, except my wife and kids.
Anyway, I will try to become an regular visitor again, for what it's worth. Anything I can do just let me know.
PS: For those who don't know me, I live in The Netherlands (Holland), any clusterheads overhere who need help or want to talk: mail heckemann@planet,nl
Post a Followup