Posted by Carl D (152.163.213.74) on September 27, 2001 at 05:26:04:
Well, it looks like I am about to travel down a very familiar road with a yet uncertain destination.
My roommate – who has been jobless for too long, finally gets a job, quits and moves out. So, I am basically screwed without a kiss or even KY. So as of Friday, I no longer have a phone anymore, and will not have my apartment at the end of the month. And so once again, while putting someone else ahead of myself – I am left behind again. So how do I now approach this fun filled journey of mindfuck? With a smile, of course.
My gawd, the fucking Clusters just started again…. Guess I should have known it was all subatomic hill from here. Fuckit!!! Been There, done that, bought the T- Shirt, book audio tape coming out next month, soon to be a motion picture – save your change; same motion picture, different stars and lower mood lighting! The plot is getting old though.
And I have been asked lately by a few how do I go on with the shit I deal with (clusters being only a part of it) – my only response? What choice do I have?
So, if I am not on the board as much as I would like, it is a matter of circumstance, and I am okay. I am reminding myself this is just another one of those little blessings in life that not everyone will be so warmly blessed with. And just when I get my faith back in God, I find out that I hate him.
Peace,
Carl D