Posted by Brad W. (65.166.14.170) on September 28, 2001 at 00:39:43:
just need to blubber a bit. Damn it but I am tired! Today was real bad for me. I'm out of Imitrex and can't afford a refill at this time. Don't have insurance and it costs a bundle for just two doses! But you all know that. I guess I just needed to tell someone.
As some of you might know, I'm living with Mom right now. Actually, it looks like we will be together for a spell. At least until I transverse from chronic to episodic....or, hell why not, I'm cured! I can't commit to an employer when I'm up all night and like today been hit at irregular times. That is wierd to me.
Does anyone out there ever have days when they are hit at unusual times? It's happened to me before, too. Damn pain the the neck....so to speak.
Anyway, I don't complain to my mother because I know she's tired of hearing it. I want to fight, but when you're SO tired, you don't have any reserves to pull from...sigh.
So, thanks for letting me blubber away. Hopefully, I'll make it through the night and have a better day tomorrow. Maybe even sleep a bit.
Peace,
Brad