Posted by sailpappy on October 31, 2001 at 22:45:46:
In Reply to: sailpappy posted by karen on October 31, 2001 at 21:36:17:
at all, it's very hard to explain how much guilt plays into the decisions that we make, after 13 years of Drug Free an the ethic that went along with it,now abandonded,all by the wayside for pain reduction! it's worth every moment, as it has changed whe entire scope of my existence. But to actually see thqat some good is coming about because of my involvement is the reverse affect I've been needing for months now! From my prespective addiction is absolutely a state of mind and controlable to the extent that you are in control of how much you let affect you mentally.
Look I know I'm an odd ball in this area, a realist with a bizzare ability to look into the future and see the outcome of the worst case senerio, I'm glad she is doing well and I pray it continues. pappy