Posted by randy on November 08, 2001 at 19:09:25:
i thought i was alone in my battle with the beast- thank god their are others to share my plight with. i had a 18 month vacation only to have them return two weeks ago. the pain, depression and anger are back to terrorize once again- they put me on a new medicine but i dont hold out very much hope in it beating the demon. thank god for my wife of 18 years, i am sure i would have taken my life years ago if it had not been for her care. sorry if i dont sound upbeat but i am sure you can understand