Posted by Tim T on November 12, 2001 at 14:05:57:
After having CHs for 30 years...you figure I'd know better...but...I posted 5 days ago that my CHs were GONE and I hoped not to see them ever again...But after 4 days of PF...BANG...I get hit with a 10 and before I know it I'm rolling on the floor ...screaming..crying..banging...and generally feeling very sorry for myself. This bout has been unlike anything I ever had....mainly because I had 2 years of PF....I've never gone longer than 1 year before that, so they really caught me off guard...Also I'm getting them on Both sides, with sometimes 2 PEAKS during the same CH...I've had 4 CHs in the last 24 hrs and without sounding too dramatic...I REALLY don't know how much more I can take! I SWEAR TO GOD that if I didn't have a loving family that would miss me, I would kill myself!.....Whoa...sorry people...as you can tell I've fu-kin had it!!!!! I guess it doesn't help that as I've been posting this i got a CH that is at a 7 and climbing....both sides again(no it doesn't even out the pain or make it easier) just seems twice as bad....gotta go...both eyes are swelling shut...I'm at work..I sure hope the boss understands! CAUSE I SURE THE FUCK DON'T.........PFD TO ALL....