Posted by Po (24.202.227.131) on February 01, 2002 at 10:16:24:
In Reply to: This is very important what she is asking. posted by Elaine on January 31, 2002 at 20:57:56:
Elaine, Rachel,Shirley and Wendy...I feel very touched by the mothering
I have three children, a teenager of 16 (daughter)
a 8 year old (daughter) and a 6 years old (son).
My cluster have started again (last cycle sept 2000)
and the anger, the depression, the self pity have taken over
And Elaine my kids are great but I ve never really told them the
all around effect of the demon. I think I could just scream at everybody and I feel nobody nobody really can understand
16 years...since the beginning...I go throught the denial always...then anger when I realize thats it..its here for good!
I hope one day I will be able to give good advice to people but for now...
I m lost for advise for myself...
Do you feel guilty..when you need to excuse yourself from work?
explaining everytime...and people look at you...and dont quite understand...
anyways.....
thank you for reading...just writing is already very therapeutical...(sorry for my french...lol)
Love
Po