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Hi, everybody. I'm not exactly new to this site, but it's been a long while.
I've had CH for about 23 years, long misdiagnosed like most until about 10 years ago. I'm left sided this time (as with most, with a few exceptions some years), watering eye, congested nose, weird raging diarrhea (especially because I'm almost chronically constipated), and episodic. Cycles are usually about 1 1/2 to 3 months. Last year, I had two cycles with about a month and a half break in between, ending around September. They don't follow an exact month pattern at all. They usually start with the wake up fun, and then settle out into the same time every day. This cycle (past two weeks) has been odd because I've had 1-3 in a 24 hour period, times changing...
I have a few major obstacles to work out. I don't have insurance, and won't be able to afford it right away. Even still, I live in New Orleans, so even when I was in cycle last year and had insurance, I literally could not find a neurologist who could take my appointment in under a two month time frame (that's the way it is in New Orleans post Katrina, still). I just gave up and got what I could in meds from old ER visits and GPs (general practice docs) who would listen to what I asked them for. This time, having no insurance means ER docs who are becoming more and more afraid to give you anything, especially going as far as prescribing preventatives or abortives to someone just because that's what they say is wrong. So they want to do a bunch of tests that come up clear, racking up med bills that I will never be able to pay, only to send me home with an "I'm sorry, hope you feel better."
In being diagnosed before, I at least have found one abortive med that works about 85% of the time - Zomig - but I have also learned that I can't take it as often as I have CH because it will make it and the shadows worse. All of the narcs that a few ER docs will give knock the edge off, but the last thing I want to become is a dope head. I actually had an oxygen tank last year (I requested it after giving info to a GP doc), but I didn't know I needed to use it at 15 or above and he gave me the nose attachment...I didn't know I had to use the face mask. So oxygen only distracted me, calmed me a bit, but didn't stop anything. Now, without insurance, I'm not sure if I'll get the chance to try it the correct way now. I have no idea how much it might cost out of pocket if I can get a prescription next week, from a GP at a free clinic. I'm not very optimistic about it, because they've already mentioned a referral to a neurologist with one of those two month waiting lists.
Other than that, I've been given Prednisone and Verapamil in the past, and taken a long list of other stuff before that. To be honest, I'm not sure if I've gotten to try some of this so late in the game that the cycle just ended on its own, if any of it was prescribed correctly...I feel like in preventatives, I'm still at square one with knowing what actually might work. It's just trying to get to a doctor now, I feel so exhausted emotionally and physically it's hard to have the patience to work through the guessing game, especially when my resources and options are so limited - at least to my knowledge.
I'm trying not to get to that "hopeless place". I actually have good people in my life, but they are all new to what I'm dealing with. I am trying to begin that communication and get better at asking for help and support. Even when the darkest part of that place looms for me, it tells me just how serious CH is, because I actually have some pretty wonderful sh*t to live for. So, I'm trying to find a plan, some optimism, and open that one eye just a bit to see the light at the tunnel. I could use some friends that "get it". I'd love to get-to-know, take my mind off the gloom, get ideas, and just share. For now, I'm just waiting. Peace.
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