dionysiusaeropagite
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Beloved brothers and sisters in Christ,
I have already made a “pseudo-introduction” in another forum, one seeking, above all, support. Now that I have more of my senses about me, I decided it is high time I enter a true introduction – one where it belongs.
My name is Joe (but you can call me Joseph, Jose, or Pepe). I've been diagnosed with CH for more than 5 years now. Before that, I suffered undiagnosed for three years. In that time, I had seen every doctor I could find, be it dentist, optometrist, or m.d. The first m.d. I saw tried to tell me it was a migraine due to my diet. I changed, and still got the beast. The dentist thought I needed my wisdom teeth out and a piece of plastic to put in my mouth when I slept. The optometrist gave me a new prescription and allergy eye drops, neither of which worked. It wasn't for another two years that I finally got a proper diagnosis. In the meantime, I spent thousands of dollars.
I am now on a regiment of prednisone and maxalt. Sadly, the maxalt is a crap-shoot. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, and even if it does, it only reduces the intensity from a 10 to a 1, but the shadow is still there.
I am a student, and my episodic CH occurs at the worst times, namely, when I am in the middle of my semesters. When I was studying to be an elementary school teacher, this was no big thing: Class usually consisted of coloring pictures or singing songs. I am now in my first year of theological studies, discerning a vocation to the Catholic Priesthood (on my other main post, someone mentioned that I may be the first “priest” in this particular community. If so, I gladly take on any pastoral or theological questions you may have). My classes are now at a graduate level, and I am currently taking the equivalent of 26 credit hours. It is difficult work and prayer, which is only made more difficult when the beast decides to invite all of his friends in my head and throw a kegger. Another downside is that from time to time I could really just use a hug from a dear, sweet, friend telling me it will be alright. Unfortunately, in a group of men, this just isn't acceptable. Plus, damn few here understand our situation. I even had one friend try to tell me that this wasn't an appropriate reason to receive the Sacrament of Anointing. He is very, very wrong.
My weapons are three-fold (very trinitarian if you ask me); Prednisone to attack the cycle, Maxalt to attack the headache, and Sacraments to attack Satan who would use this as a means to drive a wedge between me and the sweet Lord, Jesus Christ.
Now, after finding this community, I finally have a place to go to talk to others who genuinely understand my situation. For that I give praise and thanks to God above.
I love you all, although I do not know you. I will pray for you always, and I humbly ask you do the same. The beast would have a much stronger hold on my spiritual life if it wasn't for you all and the love of some wonderful priests, deacons, and friends.
God Love you, God Keep you, God Bless you now and forever!
Joe
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