I was diagnosed with clusters in January 2007. I had the normal referral issues and MRI's and insurance hoops to jump through. I battled the demon for 16 days every other day like clockwork (normally lasting from 45 - 65 minutes) with no medication that helped at all. My general practitioner gave me Prednisone, some drug that made me hallucinate, among others, again none of which helped at all.
My typical symptoms the 1st time around: Left side of my head and face, eye watering, nose running uncontrollably, swelling of left eye with intense eye socket pain. Completely PF to level 6 within 10 minutes. Reaching level 8 or 9 approximately 30 minutes into the attack. Then virtually PF after 45 minutes from teh start of the attack.
I literally though i was dying. I never get headaches, i've never had a migraine or anything of the sort. The the pain would be so intense i thought there is no way in hell i can take this any longer. I am not going to go into the mental state, we could be here awhile:)
By the time i finally had the opportunity to see a neurologist my clusters were gone. At least so I thought they were gone until about 10 days ago. When that feeling came back, the shadow, i literally said out loud "Dear God Please No!!!" with this sense of hopelessness.
OK, here's my concern if you will. My cluster symptoms are significantly different this time.
My typical symptoms the 2nd time around: Right side of my head and face, eye watering, nose running uncontrollably, swelling of right eye with intense eye socket pain. Completely PF to level 8 within 10 minutes. Now the biggest difference to me is that i am never PF since the onset of shadows. When i have an attack it feels like my brain is bruised and i have stayed with a level 4-6 ever since the first attack the second time around. I can sometimes get back to a level 3 (which is awesome!). As i type this i am holding steady at about a 3.5. I'd rather have intensity of 9 for 45 minutes and one day PF. Another difference my sensitivity to light. I did not have this before, and is quite annoying. Sound does not bother me.
All that being said i cannot see my neuro until Nov 6th, and i have no drugs, not that i've used any that helps anyway. Wish me luck!
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I will share something i do that helps me. I Do Not recommend this as a form of treatment and no doctor would recommend however, i know what it feels like to be in that much pain, cant sleep, crying doesn't help, yelling doesn't help, praying doesn't help, medications don't help...so here goes: I get so worried with the onset of another attack here is my preparation in the evenings only, during the day i suffer, horribly i might add.
i drink quite a bit of alcohol, and go to sleep, when the beast wakes me i immediately get out of bed and take an Ambien. I know what you're thinking, however this will put me back to sleep within 10 minutes or so and ill sleep through the rest of the night.