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Just when you thought it was safe to .........
May 17th, 2009 at 1:15am
 
Alright just when I though I knew what a KIP 10 was the Beast came and showed me I did not have a clue... I haft to say I'm getting scared of this cycle.

I just got done with a 2.5 hour KIP10 and I'm not sure I want to say that (knock on wood) because I thought I knew what one was and I don't want to assume anything anymore.

I tried O2 for over an 1.5 hours with 2 Red-Bulls, then Ice packs, then Hot Water and finally an old Migrainal I found in my dresser. Nothing it just kept rising, I wish I could put into words what I was feeling the only thing I can say is my entire being was engulfed by this (for lack of a better word) pain, I could not switch my mind to anything but this pain. I was screaming for god to take it away for anything to make it stop ANYTHING, then after forever it shifted and started to burn through my mind but it was more like freezing me in this state and then it was over. I was face down hanging over the side of bathtub with water running over my head and down my back.

I'm in disbelief of what just happened I have this shadow that's just sitting there waiting for me to make a wrong move, to start the dance again.

As I said this cycle has been different from any in the past in intensity, length, and what stops them, I'm not sure if its good or bad.

I know I've asked this before but what has your experience been when your cycles have went crazy, did they improve or stay in the worse state for the following attacks.

I thought I knew what a KIP10 was and I'm hear to tell you I Did not have a clue until tonight.

Thank you all for being hear, if you weren't I would be going this alone

~James

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Reply #1 - May 17th, 2009 at 1:37am
 
Hang tough James,
where with you even if its only in spirit, my last cycle wich ended 19 days ago sent me a new level of pain.
Unfortunatly when we think it cant get any worse thats when ít usually does.

Im mentally sending you some of my strength "the power of a T-Rex"  and the hope that its soon over for you.

Mark (sexual appetite of a T-Rex, but only at weekends)
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Reply #2 - May 17th, 2009 at 10:27am
 
I'm sorry you had such a rough one James.  I wish I could offer you some bit of wisdom but I'm stumped this year as well.  The beast has changed completely for me this year, I have clue what to expect anymore.

I've got a question for others as well.  After you get a hit, does your pain go away until you are hit again? or does it linger there all day long?  I know I have migraines w/ CH and I never know which is which some days.  I get hit sometimes up to 10xs a day mostly during the day or very early morning 3-5 am; but I am in pain most of the day..usually a low level 3-4 with spikes of up to 7-8.  I'm grateful at the moment that the level 10's have backed off for the moment anyway.
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Reply #3 - May 17th, 2009 at 3:11pm
 
Hey McGee...the power of "T-Rex?" Are you talking about the dinosaur or the singer Marc Bolan? Because Marc Bolan was a GREAT musician, but kind of a wimp!!
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Reply #4 - May 17th, 2009 at 3:24pm
 
Marc who? sorry never heard of him LMAO

i was talking about the lage lizard lived around 10 million years ago give or take a century lol

small arms and a very large ............... hmmm Tail Smiley

Mark  Wink

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Reply #5 - May 17th, 2009 at 7:51pm
 
James sorry to hear the beast has upped the anti. From what I've learned on this site that he will morph from time to time. For almost 20 years I suffered in silence with this affliction as my cycles came and on cue left once again.

This is my first cycle with proper treatments such as Imigran Injections, steroids and 02.Instead of my usual 5 weeks this one lingered on for an eternity which, concluded with two weeks of constant soul destroying shadows. Did the meds play a part in this change of cycle? I really don't know, but it was a strange one.

Hang in there pal and hopefully you will gain some PF time very soon.

P.S. That is one disturbing avatar Bud... Cry


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Reply #6 - May 17th, 2009 at 9:49pm
 
Hi Lefty,

Thanks for the support, but as far as the avatar you meen you have never thought if I could just remove this piece it would all go away  Huh

Thats what I thought when I saw it.....

Good Point I'll change it I have better ones Cool

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Reply #7 - May 18th, 2009 at 2:28am
 
it would seem that my most violent attacks happened during the end of my cycle. no guarantee though. hope that helps
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Reply #8 - May 18th, 2009 at 9:49am
 
Hi James,

Sorry that you had to endure the misfortune of a Kip 10.  I've had my share of Kip 9 and Kip 10 attacks over the years.  In each case, if the abortives didn't work, I wound up suffering for anywhere from 1 to 3 hours from them, with pain so intense, it became my world, until the attacks ended.  The screaming and the crying was no fun either.  In some cases these nasty attacks occurred when my headaches started to get out of control during a cycle, prompting my neuro to change my meds.  Nowadays, because my CH usually is severe (most of my attacks are Kip 8 or kip 9 with at least one Kip 10 per cycle, leaving my neuro to believe that my CH is very aggressive), it's treated with  some pretty heavy duty stuff, to stop the cycle, from the onset.  Still occasionally things get out of hand, requiring a change of meds to settle things down.

Following a Kip 9 or  Kip 10, I usually feel off for a few hours - kind of wrung out.  And, I occasionally have lingering effects from it - runny nose and watering eye on the side of the attack (my right side), and occasionally a lingering low grade headache.  This cycle, I seem to be having more shadows than usual.  Also, on Saturday night I had what I'd call a strange "non-attack".  I had all of the hallmarks symptomwise of a Kip 8 or greater CH attack - mega runny nose in one nostril, and a mega tearing eye, but only a very minor level of pain.  I had none of that excruciating all encompassing pain I typically get with attacks like these.  The only thing I can figure, is that the Lyrica I'm taking this cycle, is blunting the pain from the attacks, but not the other symptoms.  Very odd!!
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Reply #9 - May 18th, 2009 at 5:23pm
 
I've 'only' had one cycle so far, but it's sure been a long one (more than 6 months). But during this cycle alone I've noticed several changes. At first, I only got hit during the nights. Then that changed and I also got hits during the day. The frequency of my attacks went up. And again... I think no one can ever say he or she has figured out how this Beast thinks and works. It just messes things up for you pretty bad, that's for sure.  Cry

I'm sorry you had such a bad time... Just hang tough! I hope you soon get to enjoy some PF time!

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Reply #10 - May 19th, 2009 at 3:18am
 
Thanks all,

I'm coming to see this thing literally has a mind of it's own, whenever I think I have a tract on it , it changes. Ellen what you described as a non attack sound strange to say the least, but I know I will take that over a full kip10 with the pain  Wink

The last couple days I have been battling residual damage, my relationship with my wife, our business, financial, and selling our house just to name a few. I cannot believe how much damage this has caused in such a short amount of time.

Here wishing everyone pain free time

~James
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Reply #11 - May 19th, 2009 at 7:01am
 
Yuppers James.  Besides the pain from the attacks (which are nasty to say the least), one of my other major gripes, is the out of pocket expenses I typicaly incur (in spite of health insurance) when I go into a cycle.  A cycle can typically cost me anywhere from several hundred to (in the case of the cycle I had in Nov. and Dec. 2008) several thousand dollars in meds & visits to my neuro.  Grrrrr!!!!   Angry
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Reply #12 - May 19th, 2009 at 10:41am
 
James,

   Please try to hang in there.  somewhere, inside of you is the strength to get through this.  think of all of us around you the next time you feel alone, and try to focus on us all fighting this with you.  Try not to panic if that happens again, that will make it worse.  I know its hard not to, but if you keep calm, you have more of a chance for the O2 to work.
   Please dont give up.

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