What up ya'll, i'm back!
Missed ya! Well, not really, well, not that I didn't miss the people but I didn't miss the reason for coming here.. been like two years or so..
I've managed to have an occasional passing crappy headache that made me think "gee, maybe they're coming back" and that would make me check my supply shelf, but nothing really all that bad.
It's hard to explain to non-believers.. but there's a point when you travel where you stop putting pills and shots in your bag and you don't even think about it and that's ok.. and that's an amazing day. I officially miss those days. Jump forward to today after going to the doctor's office and the pharmacy and stopping at wendy's for a cola to down some prednisone (cola taste's like butt btw thanks to topamax) and i'm bleary eyed due to background headache thinking "I can make it home..."
Start of this month I got stupid sick though - like stupid stupid sick. First full three weeks I was bed-ridden with the full on flu and a horrible sinus infection, eventually gave up and ended up on antibiotics to get it out of my system (brown snot not fun) and start to feel better.. but noticed that particular twinge we all know and do-not-love.
Well, now the demon is obviously back. I work freelance so once again I'm without insurance and i'm in the part of the year where i'm poor as dirt too.. so.. yay. I've decided if worst comes to worst there are bills that just aren't gonna get paid. Things have escalated in the past week to an insane level going from twinge to headaches to headaches every few hours.
I'm ramping up topamax, trying to preserve my sumatriptan statdoses (seriously - why the hell did they double in cost?!?!?) and practically bullied a doctor into giving me a round of prednisone today.
Found out my old primary care doctor who gave out statdose "sample" packs freely is apparently dead - the same one who would charge me $25 for an office visit because I didn't have insurance and would visit the "freebie" closet with a brown bag and fill it up whenever I went there. I miss that doctor. Apparently complications from a surgery.
Today's walk-in-clinic doctor was very dubious of my "my doctor is dead, here's my list of demands" story. And then at the pharmacy they got every all wrong and we argued over the price of imitrex too... i was aghast at the price hike.
Did it just cost less because I was in California last time?
*sigh* I have what appears to be a lingering rebound headache at the moment. Is there anything else i can do at the moment?
Had some bad-enough ones to warrant shots, but a real big-big-bad today that I had a few of those "throw in the towel" thoughts

I dunno why i'm rambling about it on a message board I haven't read or contributed to in a few years, but I figure ya'll will understand.