Quote:hi shimura,
after following your advice and re evaluating my reading comprehension skills ive come to the conclusion, that with 2 degree's and a masters, im all good !
wow, that's quite a few sharp retorts you've thrown out to people in only a few short posts shimura !!!
including your parents, your doing a good job of alienating people that are trying to help you !
good luck with your quest to be pain free !
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colin
No, no, no. You're mistaken. The first half dozen posts were people trying to help me. They received my gratitude. The people after that point were just trying to be self-righteous and belittle me based on their assumptions. Those people don't deserve my gratitude.
maz wrote on Jun 29th, 2014 at 3:31am:Hi shimura,
I'll tell you where every one is coming from. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink, right? You went to a doctor for help, he gave you the help you asked for and you refuse to take it. There is nothing more anyone can do, except advise you to go ahead and take the drugs.
We understand that you can't afford a scan.We're not all millionaires here, and if it had not been covered by our NHS I would have had to save up for it. But even if you HAD had a scan which confirmed CH the drugs you've been given would be the same. Even after my scan, it was another 2 years before I was prescribed the correct meds, and that was only after I found out everything for myself from this site, and asked for it. So you are lucky to have a doctor who is switched on enough to know what you need.
No one likes to take drugs, but there are trillions of people around the world who's lives would be intollerable without them. Including CH sufferers. The effects on your body cannot be any worse than the stress caused by CH. I'm a 63 year old woman and there have been many times during a full blown attack that I've wondered how much more stress my heart and blood pressure can take. And that brings more stress.
When I was in the middle of a 10/10 with my future stretched before me with no help, I was in a very dark place and believed I could not face my life any more. I think most of us here have probably felt the same at some point. Then I got the sumatriptan injections, and although I was scared to death of taking them I honestly didn't think there was anything I could do to my self that was worse than CH.
So one night, after 30 minutes resisting the meds,hoping in vain that it would stop bt itself, thrashing and praying to die I took my first injection. Ten minutes later I was totally pain free, drinking tea, eating cake and wondering why I hadn't taken them before. You may find they don't suit you or you have side effects - not everything works for every one, but at least give it a try. Personally I don't have any bad effects at all. Just blessed relief. Sumatriptan (when I'm out) and oxygen (when I'm at home) have transformed my life. NO - they probably saved my life because I was at the end of my rope.
Your doctor has helped you all he can. So unless you actually prefer the pain for Gods sake help yourself and take the drugs. It's up to you now.
Best wishes
Maz.
I appreciate the anecdote and words of wisdom, Maz, however I believe you must've missed a post or two of mine.
There is a big difference between being rebellious and refusing medicine that was given to me from a doctor and being a cautious man. If I have come here expressing my caution over these drugs and asking for alternatives, what do you think that means?
I'll tell you. It means I'm a man capable of enduring the severe pain from CH long enough to make a level-headed decision about what to put in my body. I am not so far gone that I'll get on my knees and swallow whatever is given to me. I make my own decision based on my own research. That's a survival trait and something most people don't have anymore.
You seem to have missed the part where I said I'd be trying the D3 regimen, which, to me seems much safer than my other options and it is a preventative treatment, meaning if it works as it should, I won't have to "abort" the attacks. Prevention is always better.
It's been 3 days and I've had no attacks. I believe it was Batch who started this regimen? I'll have to personally thank him.