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Hello,
Thank you for the interest in my post regarding Asprin. I know it can help to learn a bit about how fellow suffers cope etc. I don’t want to inflict my experiences of cluster headaches on anyone else but stimulated by the generous comment to my original post and that of Guiseppi I will add a synopsis of my saga for those who have the stamina to endure it.
So a bit of history.
I had a cartilage operation in 1974 and the recovery proposed then was to loaf about for six to seven weeks with my leg in a cocoon of cotton wool and bandaging. I had it done in the summer hoping for a nice few weeks off work and it was under BUPA medical insurance so I had a private room. I sunk a few cans of lager in the toilet cistern to chill and figured out how I would get to them while supposedly confined to the bed. In the event I didn’t feel like them at all and when I got home reclining on a chaise longue I would get a pronounced desire to doze off and when I woke began to get this dreadful one sided headache that seemed to be connected with the side of my neck. I had never had anything like it before. I put it down to reclining with my chin on my chest.
As time went on I kept getting these batches of headaches over a period of weeks and tried to carry on regardless. However visits to the doctor and a scan at the hospital gave no enlightenment as to what was wrong. In fact on one visit to the doctor he told me, ‘It can’t be anything serious or you would be dead by now.’ No one mentioned cluster headaches. I also found that I often felt extremely drowsy and desperate to doze off which then meant I would wake up and immediately get a bad head. I remember struggling through a presentation at work about a specific computer program being proposed to me and trying to stay awake and also pretend I was normal when the pain hit and my left eye went reddish and wet etc. You know how it is. All you want to do is go away and hide and nurse yourself while writhing on the floor.
In, July 1985, I was driving along and switched on the radio. I landed on programme called Medicine Today. A Dr Clifford Rose was speaking and describing my symptoms exactly. He said they were cluster headaches and spoke of work being done which didn’t really seem to offer much except maybe some palliative medication and it related to his article in the British Medical Journal, Vol 290, p1625
Right, well, I was pretty desperate for some of that so back to the doctor to tell him what was wrong with me. He looked it up. He prescribed methysergide or Deseril, which I have to say made an enormous difference except that being averse to medication I tended to try to struggle on rather than take it if I could, and by then it was too late. I learnt to use it and I must say it worked for me. Alternative things were recommended like Verapamil and other stuff but I really didn’t go for it and stuck with my Deseril. I was referred to a specialist neurologist a couple of times, who seemed to have heard of cluster headaches, because there seems to be some protocol about the number of repeat prescriptions one could have before being checked out. This checking out was only ever a face to face discussion. ‘If it is working OK then carry on lad,’ sort of thing.
The trip I made to London in 1999 was a seminar for the unfortunates who had cluster headaches and was organized by ‘Migraine Action’, a body to which I subscribed at the time. I was surprised how many sufferers were there, all grasping at straws I suppose. Some medical guys, two doctors and a professor were speakers. One or two afflicted gave an account of the terrible torment they suffered. I tried to make the connection between the onset of my cluster headaches and my knee operation but it was summarily dismissed as totally inconsequential. So I actually only learnt that there were others in a greater state of misery than I. I am not sure what the three medical gentlemen got from it except that there are probably more out there than you think who suffer the death of thousand cuts at regular periods, although apart from that trip I have never met another fellow traveller. The fact is I never told anyone unless I had absolutely no choice outside the family, since I couldn’t hide it at home forever, as I felt it something I had to keep to myself. Somehow I had to try to hide it.
Deseril was my source of prevention of pain. At the onset I often thought that I really can’t believe this is happening to me again. I assumed I was set up like this for the rest of my life. I could go into detail of all the false assumptions or otherwise, of what might cause an event to start and when they occurred etc., but everyone has their own personal painful experience to analyse and dwell on. It is sufficient to know what cluster headaches mean as the sufferer knows intimately what their versions are like.
As I mentioned above I kept reading in the papers about the health benefits of Asprin. I have no health problems but I went to the doctor during the course of one of my six to eight weeks of headaches to get more Deseril prescribed and I had my blood pressure taken. It was high. Well I don’t have high blood pressure and refused a suggestion of medication for it, so it was agreed I would go back in a couple of weeks or so. I went to Boots and bought a blood pressure kit and took a series of three readings several times a day until my next visit. I provided an Excel spreadsheet analysis with a chart showing high, low, average, Uncle Tom Cobley and All, and he agreed I did not have high blood pressure. On the infrequent visits I make to the health centre I provide a page of readings for them because they have accepted I suffer from white coat syndrome. I don’t feel stressed but it does read higher at those visits. (How many people are on medication they maybe didn't need due to one bad reading at the doctor’s. Hardly statistically correct to base lifetime medication on one reading).
Anyway just in case, despite not having high blood pressure and seeing all the enthusiasm for people to take Asprin at that time, probably seven years or so ago now, I decided to make sure I didn’t have high blood pressure another time and take it. (I don’t remember exactly when as I have reached a period in life where time flies exponentially), Originally I was breaking a standard Asprin in half but then found out about the 75mg pills.
So a couple of years or so down the line there was one of those reversals of advice that happen all the time about anything consumable as articles in the newspaper spoke of the downside of Asprin and not taking it unless you really had it prescribed. So I stopped, probably around the summertime.
I used to get CHs in ‘Spring’ and ‘Autumn’ usually without fail and the odd ones would fill in now and then. I made no connection with Asprin at that point despite having gone a couple of years or so without any CH’s. Actually I wondered if I had grown out of them. I mentioned to my wife they seemed to have stopped. Fatal to do things like that! Come November I was hit with a bout. Deseril save me!
Some time later I was visiting a friend who told me of a mutual friend who is always ailing something who had been getting very bad heads. She told me the doctor had said she had sticky blood. I had never heard of this so driving home in the car I was thinking of sticky blood and wondering if there was such a thing. Then I had my eureka moment. I only got a headache spell after I stopped using Asprin and had been free of them while I was taking it regularly every morning with my toast and marmalade.
It was too much to hope, at that time, that it was no more than coincidence as I once went for just over a year without one for some unexplained reason earlier in my history. So I have now been back on Asprin for about three years. So far so good.
I know I am not cured. I suppose it is like being an alcoholic. You are never cured and will always be one. As far I can tell it is Asprin that has helped me be normal as there is nothing else in my life that has changed enough to make a difference and there is at least some circumstantial evidence. In fact whilst I never normally drink alcohol I am not averse to a lager again now if there is little else available and happily consume coffee where I had stopped that, as both these I had decided early on could stimulate the onset of agony.
I am not trying to suggest to anyone that I have found a cure, only that something has changed my life and as far as I can tell it is Asprin.
There must be many sufferers out there who are prescribed Asprin for other reasons so it is clearly not a universal panacea. But I am hopeful that I can carry on life like this whatever the reason and not get that dreaded pain.
So I know how you feel if you suffer Cluster Headaches and I wish you well and hope you find a way to alleviate them forever. Thank you for being interested enough to read my posts and now I again want to forget I ever suffered from cluster headaches.
Best wishes to all.
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