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dennisoc

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i do not want to be here
Nov 28^th, 2015 at 8:45pm

tonite or ever. as i type...i can just hear Jonny giving me shit about being away so long and NOT supporting the newbies...NOT hanging in there...NOT rowing...NOT offering to have sex with the the old CH gerls who lack comfort.
I can just hear him saying..."OH...so NOW ....yer fucking back when yer head hurts huh ...you fuck head!"
I do not hope to stay long...NOT...every nite and day like i did years ago...i don't think i have the stamina.
i just gotta say
It is extremely cool to wander the board...an see SOOO many old friends who have saved my life as well as contributed to my son Adam's happiness (he is welll an gud)...i am tempted to name ya'll ..butt...ya know who ya are.
I love you.
What brings me here?...a century later?...10 years grace frum CH due to shrooms seem to be wearin thin....figgered i was CURED...
ain't that the shits?
SHE now an then...fer a couple weeks...now an then ...kisses me on the left side of my trigeminal nerve...an says ever so sharp..."wakey wakey"
...corse ...i ...knowing the bitch's subtle nudge...her ...inviting me to pain unimaginable...say ...fuck me!...HEY! The fuckin shrooms cured me 10 years ago! Whats up with this?
Forget all that shit....ya don't reason with this bitch...A CLUSTERHEADACHE i know....grab the 02...get the ice pack....ignore what Margi says about WATER WATER WATER...i want chardonnay.
i do not want to be here...again.
send money guns lawyers and shooms.

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dauber Ex Member	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #1 - Nov 29^th, 2015 at 12:46am Maybe try the D3us ex machina...........maybe you already have and you're one of us in the 40% . the neurostimulator route is long and painful and you may find yourself one of the 10% it cant help but they say your participation will help other CCH sufferers in the long run
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BarbaraD CH.com Alumnus Offline Hugs to ya Posts: 8333 Douglasville, TX Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #2 - Dec 4^th, 2015 at 10:23am Ok, so here you are.. and here we are.. and here's the show.. Sorry your ch is back Den.. but you know we've got your back - so blow up all you want.. we've all been there and you know it. And we're here for you - can't stop the pain, but we're here.. and we luvs ya..
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dennisoc

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Re: i do not want to be here
Reply #3 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 8:36pm

A belated thanks Barb ...they never went past kip4....O2 did the trick...only lasted a couple of weeks...no biggie...I still thank the shrooms for makin it managable still...after all these years....I can't explain it....scared the livin shit oughta me though...I saw the possibility of months of deep dark days ahead......an then the fuckers just dissappeared...no rhyme...no reason......i feel like a girl thingy compared to those in these here trenches still. and i luvs ya too...an all my old friends here

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dennisoc CH.com Veteran Offline Posts: 202 Conroe tx Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #4 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 8:38pm hey it terns Pu$$y into "gerl thingy" ...that wacky DJ
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Reply #5 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 9:31pm

dennisoc wrote on Jan 18^th, 2016 at 8:38pm:

hey it terns Pu$$y into "gerl thingy" ...that wacky DJ

Yow den,,,save some of that caffeine fer the rest of us!

Yup...that DJ'er is funnier than shit....I am particularly fond of "not very nice people"....and
"gerl thingys"...WAY more entertaining than the original vulgarities....and current too....check out the internet...hair is out...................

Best

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dennisoc

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Reply #6 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 9:37pm

"assholes"..."fuckheads" "shit fer brains"...well that seems to still work...Dj has mellowed so much...check the archives...he used to be a fun guy...ignore that post count i got ....i went into the witness protection program...i been here a ways back...now that i fed all those cats and chicks to the fishes...i'm reemerging..and hey ...kid ...it ain't caffeine...capish?

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jon019 CH.com Alumnus Offline "Ya gotta believe!" Posts: 1656 USA Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #7 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 9:58pm well...shit-on-a-stick...that was funny...and I don't care what it is that floats yer boat...I am a kid at my vol jobs....even tho I am an old plucker...but those folks got me beat....
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dennisoc CH.com Veteran Offline Posts: 202 Conroe tx Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #8 - Jan 18^th, 2016 at 10:18pm hardly any new cats respond to me...i could give an only fuck...i used to live on here in the very early days...i keep sayin...this site ...not a very nice person Dj and the Original CH Rascals saved my life...I only hope yer havin as much fun as i did...and easing the pain.
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jon019 CH.com Alumnus Offline "Ya gotta believe!" Posts: 1656 USA Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #9 - Jan 19^th, 2016 at 12:04am thanks...same tuya...I don't "work" nomore and life is fun...aint no kid nor new cat...here for at least 13-14 yrs...prob more...I got pissed and left at least once.....mostly I kept my piehole shut and listened to those who knew...now I'm old and don't give a damn.................
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Bob P CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Shut up Bob! Posts: 4573 Clio,California Gender:	Re: i do not want to be here Reply #10 - Jan 19^th, 2016 at 7:32am Hey Den. Since I'm a recovering clusterhead, I'm here if ya need to talk. lyg
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