Posted by Jamy (216.161.92.221) on October 06, 1999 at 15:07:09:
In Reply to: I'm lost posted by Angela on October 06, 1999 at 04:21:23:
You live with what you live with an cannot be explained. I lost my nephew to a drive by shooting. Directly after I got a weird liver thing and slept for one and a half years. Yes, now I believe they are connected. At the time I was unable to connect the dots. When I began waking up, my husband came into our bedroom where I was reading a book. He said, "I don't think I love you anymore". I put my book down, looked at him and said, "OK", picked up my book and continued reading. At that very moment, it finally dawned on me, I really don't have any say in whatever anyone does. Whatever we had, for me, died that instant. It is my nature to let go when holding on could be damaging. I don't know what to say tocomfort you, except, you have my phone number, use it.