already checked out


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Posted by stephen (192.216.198.200) on February 06, 2000 at 09:06:06:

In Reply to: To all: When is your check-out time? posted by Francois on February 05, 2000 at 22:53:59:

Iím starting to wonder if I havenít already checked out. Maybe I was bad during my life, maybe you really are supposed to believe in god, maybe you arenít supposed to drink, maybe you arenít supposed to cuss, maybe you arenít supposed to do all the bad things that boys do. I know that when I was alive, really alive, I did all that and then some. So maybe this is hell and this is where Iím supposed to be. You know several HA a day, no regular sleep, feel like a failure because I canít make it to work on time because Iím so tired, to be the butt of everybodyís jokes at work, the utter embarrassment of having a HA in public (with no where to go), loosing my drivers license. Maybe this is hell, so what would popping myself do anyway, I mean would I get another chance or would everything be worse than it is now? you know somthing like 2nd degree hell.


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