Posted by Francois (204.44.156.194) on February 05, 2000 at 22:53:59:
The following question will not be to everyone's taste. (Tough.)
Anyone who suffers through endless CH torture considers the time to return to the dust from where they came. When will you know it is your time? I am curious to read your reply.
My answer sounds a little trite but it is true:
When a purring cat no longer gives comfort and music no longer gives pleasure, that is my time.
Once, this seemed like distant point down the road. But the long-term effects of CHs have destroyed my life and most of my senses. The beast continues to remove pieces of my intellect and spirit, and pushes me closer to that point each month.