Posted by karen (152.163.204.176) on February 25, 2000 at 18:49:05:
I was thinking about how I use to be bitter about some things in my life I have gone through, including the heavy toll of being cursed with clusters But as I age, I become more aware that everyone carries burdens with them in this life, and this is just one of mine
I do know that clusters have made me appreciate life in a way that few else can, who else can know the exsquisite joy that comes when a cycle breaks, the way the sky looks bluer and every song on the radio sounds sweet,and I know what total freedom is because I can go where I want and do what I need instead of being in the prison of that terrible pain.I know it can come back at any time so I live each moment fully, without worry , nothing is big enough to upset me usually, everything passes. I know I am strong enough to get through anything and I believe in a God who never ever is not with me.
who is never ever not with me.