Posted by Elaine (18.104.22.168) on May 08, 2000 at 13:19:46:
In Reply to: Lost it posted by Carl D on May 08, 2000 at 12:27:45:
I been there if you remember I was there in May of last year one right after the other, Scream cry, beat my head on the floor. I can remember wondering if I was going to die, and being afraid. Sence then I have learned fear, and not enough rest only helps feed the demon and he is harder to fight. Now that I am over all the other helth issues I have had. I have found that keeping bussy helps me too. I work in the yard cook clean and work on the computer. It helps me.
Then when the demon comes I fight him then rest afterwards and get my strethen back. Then I get busy and enjoy life till he comes again. I am trying very hard not to think how bad it was, but forget it and go on with life. That attacts gone so need to worry about it any more. The next attact I can't stop so its just a wast of time to worry about it.
Carl just hold on you will make it. I promise.
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