Posted by Billy Vaughn (63.204.101.99) on June 13, 2000 at 16:46:45:
I really don't know what to do, I'm begining to think that maybe somehow I am "dreaming" this stuff up. But the pain is so real. Is it migraine, cluster, tension? My doctor told me that "cluster headaches" are just a different type of migraine. He says "In your mind what is the difference between a migraine and a cluster headache, the amount of pain?" I say no, it's a different pain.
The reality is that i don't really know anymore. The only thing I can think of doing is to stop taking medications and take detailed diary of the pain. (I think I have finally lost it!)
The only thing I know for sure is that, Im just so confused. If I am just imagining this then I will do ANYTHING to stop imagining it.
I don't know... I just don't know...
Anyway, thanks for giving me a place to vent, and please forgive me if I say something that hurts you. I love you all... I don't want to cause anyone any [more] pain.