Posted by Eric (24.4.252.161) on January 26, 2001 at 04:24:10:
Please refer to: Don't see my meds (1/25/01)
Real bad ones tonight! Now 4:24 Am and I can't get them to stop.
Literally used 1/2 large tank of O2, 4 cafergot and two indocins, just won't stop for more than 15-20 minutes and here we go again. This time, for the first time real strong heartbeat and pulsing feeling in left temple.
Everytime I try to lay down, here we go and I run to the O2. Can't breathe through me nose very well and if I breathe through my mouth then I want to pull my teeth out. (ice cream freeze)
Funny how when I'm in remmision I don't remember how intense the pain is. Wife sat in the shower with me tonight squeezing my head (don't think that helps either but....
I used to hide these moments from her and still try not to wake her but tonight, until about 2:00 I actually enjoyed the company.
She used to say she got headaches too, what's the big deal...doesn't say that anymore!
Need something, depression is firmly in place.
Eric