Posted by Carl D (22.214.171.124) on March 07, 2001 at 08:28:10:
In Reply to: Loving the Beast posted by Asa on March 06, 2001 at 21:37:38:
Love the Beast? Welcome the beast?
These are things I could never do.
Because, all I have to do is think of the beast, think of all the things in my life he destroyed, think of that pressure and how quickly it builds - like turning a stereo up full blast very slowly, until after 5 or 10 minutes - it is 7'000 watts of sheer hell.
Nor do I find I have the strength or energy after a 7'000 watt assault from the CH band to give them any applause, or to say 'thank you'. After a nice hour long slamfest like I had myself this morning though, I do find myself muttering words under my exhausted breath to the beast.
"You are not me. You are not even a part of me. You have taken from me. You have taken for too long. Now take my words to heart you merciless fuck! Your hand of doom has become my fist of rage. Your silent approach has become my battle call. Your venomous pain has become my adrenaline. For every mother you have taken from thier children. For every soul you have tormented in darkness. For the agony you order your people to suffer. You are my lifelong enemy. I will get my chance in this lifetime to see you destroyed - you fuck!!!"
P.S. - Sorry. I just view them a lil diff'rent.
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