Posted by August (208.161.103.136) on March 07, 2001 at 11:02:28:
In Reply to: Loving the Beast posted by Asa on March 06, 2001 at 21:37:38:
but i'm un-able to do anything when it hits me but pace, rock and grind my head into a sharp corner. I haven't had a hit low enough in the last year that would let me carry on with normal activities. I admire your strength, but i agree with Carl. The beast, or as i call it, the dragon can't be a part of me. My mind revolts even thinking about it being a part of me. It has to be seperate, because nothing that is as cruel and relentless as it is, could i ever integrate into myself. It's an enemy that i have to fight to the death. If it was a part of me, then i'd be fighting myself. It's taken away too much of my life, too many jobs, too many friends and family. It's steps in and takes away any chance i get to go out and just enjoy myself a little.
When it's not with me, every minute is precious, and i make it count. I make up for the time it's stolen.